JIA QIAN :D
I'm a typical 14 year old singaporean girl.
Everyone wish me a Happy Birthday on the 5th of January.
i may be very emotional sometimes,please understand..
i waiting for someone to know that i m waiting for him to know that i actually love him,now that he knows,but he dun love me,its ok..if you really love her,i will let you go..
SUPER DUPER PAINFUL!!!!!!!!!
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Wednesday, October 20, 20104:14 AM
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4:11 AM
To:WS I am sorry I could not keep the promise that I have made before… I am also sorry for hurting you…I really love you but it is the past…not now… |
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4:03 AM
when I tell to treat her better,be with her,my heart is actually cracking...but you know what?I dun wanna tell you becus I dun wish that you feel the guilt.Thanks for even having a crush on me before..I wish you can be happy with her..thats all..
Please...be happy...because i dun feel like living anymore..feel like killing myself or just end my life off.Dun worry,i wont blame you,i want to be happy although i am not.you told me to give up and dun waste time on you but i dun wan.AND I CANNOT!!!thats the point. BUT I WILL TRY TO GIVE UP AND TREAT YOU LIKE A FRIEND.ALTHOUGH IT WILL BE PAINFUL.. |
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Tuesday, October 19, 20105:06 AM
I dont know what do i really like you about and i dont know how to describe but my feeling to you is very simple and straight forward,i like you.and it is alot
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4:53 AM
I know that i should love you anymore but i lost my sense of self control..although i know you would never love me with all your heart and soul..but i still love you.I hate myself for loving you that much.Although I know that your heart does not focus on a particular person and also not me, but i still love you.
you made me feel so heart broken that i would cry like a crazy person,but i dun noe wat make me love you that much,i tried to keep myself busy so that i would not think of you but you just ran into mind even when i am super duper busy,you made me lost my concentration..on everythings... i have never love someone more than you...i know i will never have a return..but just tried my best,but no matter how hard i tried,i failed to win you,your heart is still with those girls... I am very tired of acting that i am super fine and happy in front of you when i am being super duper hurted by your words and excuses..although you said alot of stuff that cuts through my heart into half or more,but i dun noe why i still love you,no matter wat others say of you,maybe it might be true so times,but i dun care much.. you are a bit play sometimes,but the most important thing is that,i still dunno why i really love you...alot.. |
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Thursday, October 14, 20103:47 AM
I am sorry,i wasnt on purpose..to hurt you,you are such a nice guy,a caring,loving,thoughtful guy.you protect who you really love.But remember,forget me,i am not the girl for you,you can find someone better than me.i am not good enough.please.dun be sad for me.
i really dun understand why you love such a me.i always expect and ask alot from you but i never even did anything for you.I get angry easily at you ,but always expect you not to be angry at me,i was tooo much.sorry. I am glad i met you,you gave me so much precious memories,i still remember the times when you smile at me sweetly and tell me how much you love me.i also remember the times when you hug me in your arms and say you will never leave me.i also remember you telling me how you will protect me with the love. you said you will never let me feel lonely and sad...and you really never...thanks..for your love and the precious memories.. i will always keep in deep in my heart and will never forget bout it..thanks. |
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Friday, October 1, 20106:44 AM
i m so bored..now..at grandma house...
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