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LALALA 14 AUG 2011

2011-08-14T03:45:00.000-07:00

Today,i still love you,still miss you,as much or even more than before..now you love her,and wat can i do?

just say congrats to you and be happy for you.

or maybe pray for the best for you that she will treat you nicely and wont ever ever hurt you,or not i will never ever forgive her.:)

I AM SERIOUS..

love you.<3

i wont forgive those who bully you or make u upset.i will try my best to protect you.<3 <3 <3

KEITH CHAN

2011-02-11T23:25:00.001-08:00

HE IS MY LIFE,I LOVE HIM,HE IS NONE OTHER DEN KEITH CHAN MING HE FROM 3N1 THIS YEAR,FROM EAST SPRING SEC.I AM SO GONNA BE DEVOTED TO KEITH CHAN MING HE!!!!!!!!DUN BELIEVE?TRY IT ON.UNTIL NOW,I MANAGED TO BE.

WTF

2011-02-11T23:06:00.000-08:00

this happen on 10 of feb,it fucking pissed me off can???!!!

what did i do wrong sia!i know khai woen's secret and was just playing pranks on him because sisi they all wanted to see him pissed off by me den i go and joke tat she suck and stuff,den he want to like bash me up la,den wat the problem with shota and that ws?siao ah,also not ur problem.

go spread that i am khai woen's new stead and stuff like i flirt,friends cannot ah??FUCKER!also not i only one there,jane,sisi,nicky and alot was also there mah,what the matter,wan to quarrel?come la!no need to write all those on facebook and not mentioning my name mah,COWARDS!

you all hate khai woen is your problem mah,not mine,jane or sisi's wat!

on the bus you got no choice but to sit with me den sisi was beside me,she know that you are spreading stupid and retarded rumors about me den she was pissed off so she slap you gently wat!ALSO NOT I ASK ONE!scold me for wat?!

YEAH!I NEED PEOPLE TO HELP ME SETTLE CAN!?!SCOLD ME IN THE FACE LA!I DIDNT EVEN ASK HER TO SLAP U!AND BEFORE YOU SAY,THINK.DUNNO DUN ANYHOW LA!SCOLD PEOPLE BITCH WHEN U ARE A DOG.WAKE UP YOUR MIND LA. ,JUST FRIENDS WAT,CANNOT AH? SIAO!AT LEAST NOT AS PLAY AS YOU!DUNNO DEN DUN ANYHOW SAY LA!

HATE DEN HATE LAH,LIKE I EVEN CARE?!

TO WS:

AIYA,forget it la,slow sia you,just get over it lah,why must still get stuck in the past?move on lah,now still hate..

TO SHOTA:

dun be an asshole lah,also not your problem,if this is calling flirting den wat about you,before you say others,look at yourself in the mirror la,dumb ass.if you say i suck and i am a bitch,den you havent ever look at yourself in the mirror before lor!!!because you are simply the dog.

2010-10-20T04:14:00.000-07:00

2010-10-20T04:11:00.000-07:00

To:WS

I am sorry I could not keep the promise that I have made before…

I am also sorry for hurting you…I really love you but it is the past…not now…

2010-10-20T04:03:00.000-07:00

when I tell to treat her better,be with her,my heart is actually cracking...but you know what?I dun wanna tell you becus I dun wish that you feel the guilt.Thanks for even having a crush on me before..I wish you can be happy with her..thats all..

Please...be happy...because i dun feel like living anymore..feel like killing myself or just end my life off.Dun worry,i wont blame you,i want to be happy although i am not.you told me to give up and dun waste time on you but i dun wan.AND I CANNOT!!!thats the point.

BUT I WILL TRY TO GIVE UP AND TREAT YOU LIKE A FRIEND.ALTHOUGH IT WILL BE PAINFUL..

2010-10-19T05:06:00.000-07:00

I dont know what do i really like you about and i dont know how to describe but my feeling to you is very simple and straight forward,i like you.and it is alot

2010-10-19T04:53:00.000-07:00

I know that i should love you anymore but i lost my sense of self control..although i know you would never love me with all your heart and soul..but i still love you.I hate myself for loving you that much.Although I know that your heart does not focus on a particular person and also not me, but i still love you.

you made me feel so heart broken that i would cry like a crazy person,but i dun noe wat make me love you that much,i tried to keep myself busy so that i would not think of you but you just ran into mind even when i am super duper busy,you made me lost my concentration..on everythings...

i have never love someone more than you...i know i will never have a return..but just tried my best,but no matter how hard i tried,i failed to win you,your heart is still with those girls...

I am very tired of acting that i am super fine and happy in front of you when i am being super duper hurted by your words and excuses..although you said alot of stuff that cuts through my heart into half or more,but i dun noe why i still love you,no matter wat others say of you,maybe it might be true so times,but i dun care much..

you are a bit play sometimes,but the most important thing is that,i still dunno why i really love you...alot..

2010-10-14T03:47:00.000-07:00

I am sorry,i wasnt on purpose..to hurt you,you are such a nice guy,a caring,loving,thoughtful guy.you protect who you really love.But remember,forget me,i am not the girl for you,you can find someone better than me.i am not good enough.please.dun be sad for me.

i really dun understand why you love such a me.i always expect and ask alot from you but i never even did anything for you.I get angry easily at you ,but always expect you not to be angry at me,i was tooo much.sorry.

I am glad i met you,you gave me so much precious memories,i still remember the times when you smile at me sweetly and tell me how much you love me.i also remember the times when you hug me in your arms and say you will never leave me.i also remember you telling me how you will protect me with the love.

you said you will never let me feel lonely and sad...and you really never...thanks..for your love and the precious memories..

i will always keep in deep in my heart and will never forget bout it..thanks.

2010-10-01T06:44:00.000-07:00

i m so bored..now..at grandma house...

2010-09-29T07:22:00.001-07:00

EXAM!!!!

2010-09-29T07:10:00.000-07:00

never upload blog this few months...was busy...failed a few subject...sad..very stressed!especially the chinese oral that day...vomited..before the exam start.I am going to seriously study hard and try to pass all subject!!!ESPECIALLLY geography and science...haiz...this two subjects to me is the most difficult ones..lots of things to remember..haiz.

After exam,i am going to upload my blog frequently!yay!!!haha..self hyper!EXAM IS COMING!!!FRIDAY!!!it is going to end on the 13 of september..last day is art exam..the question super duper hard leh...i did not study for today's literature class test...forgotten..so many things to remember!

PE theory exam was tough....two question i only wrote something like this..."when the person is" den no more le.hahaha

CEDRIC is super cute...i miss the times when i sit beside him!he is super cool!although sometimes annoying but most of the times,it is fun!!!HE is so funny and hyper...sometimes when we say too much about his favourite boxers or G-string,he would get super pissed off and he would ignore me,lifang,meng leong...hahaa...^^

I miss the times seriously!!I also miss sec one orientation!!it is so relax and can slag....the time is running so fast..i wish i could turn back time...I miss him...

2010-06-23T02:55:00.000-07:00

I m feeling very down today...

one year is over but i still remember what happened on today last year...it goes like tis...

on 23rd june 2009...wei da invited alot of people to his birthday party in sch..i asked my mum for permission and she allowed.

so after sup class,we went to collect his cake from prima deli.it was a chocolate cake with some chocolated slices on the top.

but when we celebrated half way..my brother came,i got a shock.He ask me y i was there..i explain to him that mum allowed,but he told me that mum nvr tell him so i had to go home with him.he started to scold me for letting him to wait so long..i was so angry.

i took my bag and go.

wei da and everyone got a shock and dashed out..

sisi shouted at us:"eh!wait awhile la..cut cake le den go la."

den my brother scream back at them and said that i m his sister so he can control me not them...i was almost going to cry out le...

my brother ask me for all their names but i dun wan to give him..den he scolded me..

when i met my mom,i screamed at her becus he is very importnt to me..

in the end,my mom just told me that she had forgotten,i was damn angry,i told myself never to trust her anymore and not to talk to my brother anymore.

when i reach home,i cried for weeks.I called sisi and i tried to explain to weida and his reply was...never mind la..He never spoke to me in that kind of tone before..

the next day,sisi told me what had happened.they ask weida to dash out of the sch to stop me one.but they failed so they went to weida house to celebrate instead.the next day,weida told me that he was so disappointed.

FROM that day on,all my friends think that my brother is very unreasonable and hated him...

after that incident,i did not talk to my brother for months...so when i think of that incident,i would feel bad and would be very sad...

i would always remember this day...forever...

2010-06-06T21:02:00.000-07:00

I really wish that u could see or hear or feel that there is someone waiting for your reply...I m the one...I will wait till you know that there is someone in the world like me that loves you very much....i wish that it is real what had told me..everyone told me that you love me,if it is real,please tell me.i would be very glad to know,i always dream that on day u would visit my blog and know that i m waiting for you.

2010-06-06T21:00:00.000-07:00

I will wait till the day you know how i really feel for you and how much i really loved you...even everyone objects us,we still can be together,even everyone thinks that u arent good enough but u are to me,u are already good enough for me,even if everyone thinks that you are not nice or handsome,everyone can say that u r ugly but u are just perfect to me,u are just handsome,nice to me...and i will love you

2010-06-02T22:55:00.000-07:00

yay!

its holiday!i can sleep more...wake up late....but....

boo~

still need to go for tuition,do project,do holiday homework...sianz...cannot go out with frens...but that day we went to mac to celebrate shota's birthday,very funny....weisiong drop the tomato sauce onto the floor and his pants got the tomato sauce...rui sheng go sit there den also tio.hahahahaha

we cant stop laughing...hahaha...

TODAY...

They(lifang,jane,meng leong,bryan) came my house for chinese project...

we call weisiong and shota to help us buy bubble tea...lifang and jane bought choco ice blend and i bought peach red tea..but so sad to say,my bubble tea cup broke and spill all over,i had to clean up the mess...sianz...bryan keep on annoying us...haiz...

lifang and i share a stick of chilli cha cha and we almost kiss again...hahaha...lols.sians...alone again...nothing to do...chating with kenny and ck....they so...niang...and digusting...so sick lor...haiyo..cant stand them...

they told me something shocking...they say wesley told them tat he likes me...haiya...dun noe la...dun care.but if it is really,den ok lor....like den like lor..who cares ah!siao.is just that...i guess wesley wont not like me one la...hahaha

2010-05-15T04:23:00.000-07:00

15 may 2010

I m sorry for the misunderstanding tat i gave all of you.i dont like anyone.anymore.Those guys that i mentioned earlier before,they have already become the past of mine.I wish that all of you could forget about those people.hahahaha.lols.

2010-03-05T21:48:00.000-08:00

Today i m posting again...i m feeling very bored but wei siong keep chatting with me..haizz.....wei siong is my "didi"brother....hahahahahaha..fanny....Very sad leh.I wish that i can go out...tonight we having barbecue....cool...i love Barbecues,....chicken wings,satays,sotong,corn,much more.....hahahahhaha

2010-03-05T07:54:00.000-08:00

5th March 2010

i m now at chalet..although big but boring...the toilet is lyk as big as my bedroom leh...haha...baby caydren sleeping..2moro maybe goin swimming with dren dren..hahaha..wish that it would be belly belly the fun lerh...

5th March 2010

the choir just got one siily call the angel fren that means to say that we must ramdomly pick a person from the choir den must keep as secret..den must write letters to the person and den hor must take care of that person...i got a guy i dunno,he is quite erm..shuai...today at school he sudden wave at me den very damning weird sia...

2010-02-21T02:50:00.000-08:00

Helo!

Long time no post. :D cos forgot my password to my blogger then suddenly rmb. LOL!!

I m starting to love east spring secondary school....!!! My friends there are verrrrrrrrrryyyy fun and cool.
:P

Idk what to write...erm. Oh yeah!! Let's talk about CNY!! Happy CNY!!

My Relatives all came to my house today(they are still here playing mahjong)...except for cute cute Caydren!! Sad....

Let me show you my CUTE CUTE COUSIN CAYDREN!! (CCCC??) LOL!!

OhMyGod!!! He's UBER CUTE!! CUTIEPIE :D

I love caydren poh!!!

Gtg...look forward to my next post. Bye!!

2010-01-21T06:06:00.001-08:00

Yoyoyo~~!! Miss all my pri sch friends!! This is the first post of mine!! Keep in touch kays?? Bye!